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Dilemma in Germany

  • bigyandixit
  • Mar 4, 2020
  • 3 min read

After a living few years in Germany, I already felt life is boring here. I really am confused at this moment where should I be heading towards. In fact every directions are open for me right now and this is almost like the peak above my working age. I really want to go to a new Land. It is much more interesting to go to a land where you don’t understand the language. Then you start to understand the society where you’re living and you gain a very interesting insight about the culture and the language in this place. South America is the only continent that I’m still interested right now. People say south America is pretty scary place if you don’t know the language and the people there are some terrorist problem as well over there but my heart says I should go to some beautiful place where there is a beautiful beach.

Actually the decisions that we come across and the decision of the universe are totally different things. I really can’t tell in this moment where I would be ending in the next few years. I was so busy with everything til now I cannot even feel my instinct right now. But I can certainly feel the pressure that is building which is pushing me away from this city in Germany. Since I come from a landlocked country I always have a dream to live along the coastline or in a beach. I know there are a lot of people living in the beach, and they don’t think it’s a great deal but for me even when I came to Germany nothing has changed. The middle part of the Germany that I’m living upon is almost like a landlocked City there are few Rivers that I enjoy but not the ones that I really feel. And the most important thing that I’m missing is also summer here in Germany where it is very less of summer time I always feel like I am secluded in the winter.

Lots people are trying to come to Europe at this moment. And the crisis is always elevating. For me what i have felt is life is there where your family is. Deprived of my all the family members here i really had a lots of loneliness in the past few years after my marriage. I think it might be a great place for a teen or young guys or girls who start their university and to make connection.

But if you talk regarding the social sentiment its a bit different and it does take a lot to be indulged in the German society and in that term Bavarian society is much more closed in nature. I would like to suggest Berlin or Frankfurt would be much more interesting. And the mileage always differs.

Dream: I always have a dream to live in the city near the beach or in the coast line. This blog is purely concentrated to me hence might be or might be not the info be helpful.

And one more interesting thing outside the nation. If we talk regarding society of different nationalities. They are really united and have their group. But in Germany we don’t have a good Nepali group or community. Due to the difference of the people and its simply like that. Hope this kind of thing would change in near future. But the differences would always be there and its not that easy to come together. There might be similar sentiment in other nations too but i have not well analyzed. But the Russian and the Latino group parties and their group culture are really good i guess.

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