UNCONSCIOUSLY I DRANK TOO MUCH OF YOURS

Just drank of you never thinking the complexity
Just sank in you never thinking the possibilities
And never want to think about those too
Because unlike others I live every moment to moment

I had dream't of that beautiful day where you too would blossom
Where you too would be induced of the blissful love that I want to share
But things won’t happen as we dream of in fact very different from imagination

Hence I never liked to have hopes in desires or imaginations
But this time it was neither desire nor the vivid imagination
And nothing has gone wrong or right it’s just the moment that I love with sheer passion.

It was the blissful love so big that even the universe would feel small in comparison
Since my every emotion had turned into pure pristine love y love was more intense
Even my own being and existence couldn’t get hold of that immense & endless love
And am just spontaneous I don’t want to plan or think I just want the things to happen

I know truth never dies while the fake crumble slowly
In fact truth even takes time to be perceived at...
And am not even telling that my truth would be perceived one day
But still since it was very truthful and I know even mountains melt in front of truth...

I know my blissful beloved is covered with illusions…
And there would be one day when my beloved wakes from her sleep.
It would be a wake from a very long sleep and that moment would be very different.
No one can predict when she would be awake; it may occur on my presence or may after too.

But she would find very joyful at that day even thought that may be meaningless then.
It would be much harder for you if you remain in silence.
It would be much harder if you do not express you roots of illusion.
I never feel harsh about your positive, negative or any expressions

Just express it as it is and even a single artifact would make it contaminated or a fake
At least you have one intimate friend to express it with; 
at that time when you are so truthful  then,

You would feel lot lighter and more spontaneous as me
You would feel more comfortable and no suffocation and no pain at all if you too develop as me.

Since everything meets at eternity hence there is no definition for me
Your so called good or bad things would be the same matter called expression for me

Hence beautiful beloved be so open to me that even things such as truth and reality vanish
Just be in that very moment to feel that vast nothingness and the reality.

By: Bigyan M Dixit (9th March 2009)